Saturday, July 15, 2006
Friday was a boring day for me... morning 2 lectures den taught yiwen and wee beng stats although i seriousy think that they dont need my help... 3hours of break and tried 2 finish my poisson... followed by 2 sleepy lessons of Chem & GP... failed my GP as usual... know that my essay sucked but was pretty much disappointed with my peper2, the only paper that i had hope... followed by last period of PE... last PE lesson in my life... got C9 during the cmpb checkup so no need ippt no need napha... then meet up with xinyu jus pf connie n meng jiat to eat dinner at bugis' bk... wow now can add toppings to your whopper jr. so shiok... added american chese and turkey bacon and it turned out well... 1st time went bugis street feeling cool and mood for shopping... but jus' hurring for tuition so didnt stop much... a bit wasted but there's always chance...shopping mood recently... so much so that they gave me the name shopping king...
Today was a short day... woke up at 12.30 ate lunch slack and played com... dinner out cos grandma's birthday... mm wasnt a really good dinner... cos of the super hot asam crab... something made me really sad- grandma couldnt recognise me... bad memory so not really sad about it but it was that the only things she said to me in teary eyes was 'ah cai like that gone liao'... and after that we stop by a china import cd stall and it was playing kiss goodbye... the song that i chose for him for his blog...
life simply sucked...
it doesnt have to be this way but it is...
stil living a meaningless life
i want to find a dream... a goal, something i want in life...
still searching... i hope i find it
cos i dont wanna live my life fulfiling obligations to everyone else
and none to me...
i dont wanna regret everything i've done by doing nothing or
acheiving nothing in particular
i just wana lived a life worth living...
izit that hard??
-rain keeps poring-
5:56 pm